That Quiet Voice Inside My Head That Says "F**k Yeah, I Got This!!"

I threw this out on FB after I got home from my workouts. OK...after dinner and a shower after I got home from my workouts:"The pain is real. The aches are real. The exhaustion is most certainly real. The gallon+ of sweat I'm sure I left on the mats tonight is real.And I wouldn't have …

Tuesday Morning Tiredness

This has all the potential to turn in to a bitching about my job kinda post.And...let's be honest, if I had been writing this same post a year ago, it probably would be (in fact, it wouldn't surprise me if I did).Nah...this is just an "I'm kinda tired" post. Not like "sick of it all" …

Living the Dream

Some days I wake up and wonder why I'm not living my ideal life right now.My perfect day would beWake upBreakfastShowerSurf the net for a bitDo some writingChill for a bitLunchEdit some photos orSet up/Do PhotoshootWorkoutDinnerSurf the net for a bitChillGo hang with friendsBedAnd I used to think, "DAMN, I can't WAIT until I can …

Bed Time

I should definitely be in bed right now.I'm helping a friend with their laptop (something I'm trying to do less of, because, honestly...I just don't like spending as much time tinkering around on computers as I used to.) But for some peeps I don't mind.But yeah...day 6 of anti-biotics, and I really hope the shit …

I Hate Being Sick

I can't tell you how many times in the last week I was seriously ready to pack up my work out gear and head to either kick boxing or Hap Ki Do. Actually, I can. Seven. Seven times.And each time, a coughing fit from walking one area of the house to another convinced me that …

It’s About Time

So...with this post I will be 2 posts away from as many blog posts in January of 2013 as I had in ALL of 2011.Not sure why this is a benchmark for me. Oh way, yes I am. I am focusing on writing this year. And you poor bastards...er...loyal readers are stuck with the...er..um...get to …

Fittingly Circular

So...some of you may or may not know this, but I was a filmmaker at one point in this short life of 41 years.You may know that, but you might not know that my first short film that I ever saw through from start to finish (that wasn't a family vacation film) was a little …

The Insanity of Time Travel

I've been asked often what would be the first thing I would do if I were given the ability of time travel.OK. That's actually a lie. I've never been asked that. Like ever. At least not that I remember.But I have given the answer to this imaginarily oft asked question some serious thought.And I have …

Throat Punching Does Not Help

It's been a while since I've wanted to throat punch someone.And not just any ole throat punch. I'm talking about the one from the Matrix. Where Neo punches Agent Smith and Agent Smith deflects the punch and then Neo extends his closed fist in to a knife hand causing Agent Smith's eyes to bulge and …

Plateaus Suck

I'm back down to 260 as of today. I've been here before. Just once, a month ago, I dipped below 260 for a week or 2. Now with the Holidays recently past, I've come back to this familiar place.I ran a few reports on Myfitnesspal.com (member name filmdude71, you should friend me) just to see …