News: Good, Bad, and Otherwise

Today was a big day. A big day that started yesterday evening about 5 O'Clock. I was test driving a new massage therapist (LMT) to see if they might be able to alleviate some of the (fuckinggodawful) pain I've been dealing with in my neck/shoulder/back/arm. Turns out he hit all the areas that were giving …

Meh…And Other Tales of Woe

It's been quite some time since I've updated the blog. Sorry about that. For about the past 4 weeks I've been fighting this back pain (well...feels more like shoulder..but it shoots down my whole right arm). And to be honest, I just haven't felt like doing much. The pain is constant and on some days …

Even When I Don’t Want To

Some days I don't quite feel like myself. There are days when I feel like the person you see... the person that everyone sees when they see me isn't quite the real me. It's like a role. Or a part in some play. And I'm watching myself play it. Pain makes things true. I've been …

Manifestations…or Infestation or Something Like That

I don't enjoy being in pain. Well...I mean sometimes it's ok in a Marquis sort of way. But this is not one of those times. 68 days ago (oh how much better the segue would have been had I written the opener tomorrow, but alas I'm up now...and writing...so we go with it)...yes...68 Days ago …

Back Pain…Shoulder Pain…Heart Attack…Back Again

Some of the events from this weekend were actually fun. Some sucked ass. And, as is my custom, I will start with the suck ass bits of the weekend. Which, really, just boiled down to Friday night. For some unknown reason, my back and right shoulder area has been hurting for several weeks now. I've …

TechnoCheez

It doesn't matter how technically advanced as a specie or society we get. It will never cease to appall me when someone's phone rings and they answer and have a conversation in the shitter. Seriously dude...there are certain audible cues that no one should have to hear on a phone call. The grunting, clenching, plottzing, …

in Flux

Weird thing happened to me the other day. I was typing and as soon as I hit 88WPM, I found myself in a document I had written years ago. Strange. Guess that's what happens when I used Brown's Doc DeLorean app. OR something like that. Yeah...I know...it was a long way to go for a …